Whatever will be, will be, I learned to take the good, the bad and breathe.

Hello y'all! Been a while since I had a proper update, yes? So here we go! Since I got some time to spare right now. Hehe.

Sch has started to pick up its pace. Assignments are coming in as freely as water and datelines are nearing as each day passes. Meh. As much as I want to learn more & graduate with a diploma in hand, there are times when I feel like it's really too much to handle. But hey, passion will bring me through this. I gotta stay positive. Haha.

So anw, life's been good. Except having period, I have been in good spirits. ^^

Main highlight so far was the Henna Session for the girls at Sis Sophie's place ytd. Met the cousins at Clementi before having them to accompany me for dinner first. As usual, I got crazy with Naffff. Haha. It was quite late when Sis Sophie is done so we all had a simple design each on our hand. Quite fun though. Bonding btw the girls, awesome. (:


With my fav girl. (:


Made her do that. Haha, damn funny.


Waiting for our turns. Haha.


Sis Sophie's non-traditional henna!


Cousins, yo. (:


Mine! :D


With Sis Sophie. (:


Sis Rabia, Me & Sis Sophie. (:


With Naffff. (:


She was trying not to laugh cus she did her legs & it was ticklish. Haha, joke.


Blood, yo. (:


With Syasya. (:

Now I cant wait for her Nikah tmr. Gotta rush from sch again. Meh. And then her wedding on Sunday! Very excited! First cousin to get married yaaa. The girls are all gonna be dolled up prettily, which reminds me, I hafta get my falsies. Wanna try NYX this time. Manicure on Sat too & probably a lil make-up shopping too.

Sunday sunday sunday! Arhh, come quick! Hehe. Will probably meet the boyf after the whole event cus we can hardly meet this wk bcus of our schedules. Sucks, eh? D:

& I believe my dear girls will do real good on stage too. They have my prayers with me, just do your best okay? *hugs*

Overdue pics of Chong-Beng's bday surprise. Hahahaha :D


With his presents. (:


Funny funny pic. Hahah.



Distributing his bdae cakes. Haha.



Us! :D


At West Coast. (:

Alright, gotta go get ready for Sentosa. Job interview lah! Heh.

Labels: chong bday, henna session

“The greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you, to kiss your forehead, and to be around you. Who wants to call you at night, to see you smile. But, what’s better than that is finding someone that does it all, because he wants to see you happy."

Life never got better than this. No words can describe how great this feeling is. And you're the reason. You know who you are. :P

Labels: love.

To my girls, this is probably one of my most happiest moments. To see how supportive each & everyone of you girls are of this new phase that I'm stepping into. To see how happy you girls are for me. To see how you girls will always have my back if I ever fall. I love you all, more than words can say. *hugs*

I'm very well aware that this whole new chapter can either make or break me, again. I'm keeping my fingers crossed cus I hafta admit, I am still very afraid. So afraid that things might not be what it seems to be, that things might just change in just a click of a finger.

But I'm gonna keep my head up this time. No more doubts.

Faith is gonna bring me through this.

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This made me so happy ytd! :D Together with my all-time favourite homie, Mellyboo, we're the TAOPOK ROCKSTARS! \m/

Labels: thankful

Even if the sky is falling down, you'll be my only, no need to worry.

Hello! :D I ended my week on a high note, even though I'm dead beat right now. But it's okaye, as long as I'm happy. Haha, I'm selfish like that yaaa. =P

So anw, 2 straight dates with Andi. Hehe. Yes yes, I know I got an explanation to do for this, but ahhh, heck. I'll save it for later. So jz wait lah yerr. Haha.

Ytd was his shopping day. Started frm Cine - lip studs, to Heeren - Ripcurl slippers, to FarEast - a Top & finally to Vivo - bought nothing. Haha. Kinda tiring cus it was like walking from one end to the another. But neh, it's okaye. His money, so not my prob. Haha. Ended the day with a string of laughing fits. Gosh, it got too hard to breathe, I felt so nauseas(sp?). Waited for Sis at BB before heading home tgt. Gave Phunk Bar with Lan a miss cus Daddy-O didnt allow us to stay out. So yeah, nvm, it's perfectly fine with it. (:


Otw to Vivo, I think.

And today, was awoken by his sms so early in the morning. Another date. Hehe. Went dwn to Vivo again to check out the roadshow by Irma's company. Kinda like the whole concept. I got tricked about the makeup thingy. Thanks eh Irma. -.- Was eating lunch halfway when Mel came with Irma herself to BK & joined us. Talked over stuff & soon, it was time for Irma to get back to work.

Oh, Lan msged about the chaos at Phunk Bar ytd. Apparently he got into a fight with the TW boys. His head got smashed by the jug or smtg like that. But thankfully he's fine. Lucky thing I didnt go with him. Heh. But he got me a lil worried cus he & his boys are gonna go dwn again on Wed to finish off the "business". Haiyooo. I cudnt convince him against the idea. Ahh ni lah jadinye biler bdk2 TW dah declare war ngan bdk2 A & T. Hopefully he won't die or smtg. HAHAHA.

So anyhoos, I bid the girls gdbye & headed dwn to Marina Sq. A shame my feet was too small, if not I cud have gotten a pair of Vans pump, FOR FREE. Hehe. But oh wells, tkde rezeki. Haha. Watched 'The Hurt Locker'. An awesome war-time movie. A lil too long though. But it was fine. I wished it wasnt M-18 though cus I would definitely bring my Lil Bro to watch it. Even if it's my 2nd time watching. Cus I know my Lil Bro loves war movies. Dinner at Makansutra & headed home.


Baju maseh bau kedai. Haha! Kidding. =P


Otw to Marina, I think.


"Muke mentel eh!" - Andi. Maner ade seyyyy. And pls ignore his pose. -.-


His face is a fucking joke. I cudnt stop laughing after that. HAHAHA.


Before the movie. (:

No, I'm not attached right now. Still the single lady mingling arnd. Haha. :D

Oh, a lil bit of background info. We were tgt for 8mths, 3yrs ago. After the break-up, I was a wreck. Physically, mentally & emotionally. All the emo-crap entries, it's somehow or rather related to him. Yes, it was a whole tumble of emotions for the past 2yrs. Cus I jz cudnt, hmm, move on. Yeah.

We've been thru shits over & over again in these 2yrs. & I know many out there are definitely gonna be against this. That's why I know it's my turn to have all the time in the world to carefully think about it. And that is exactly what I'm gonna do. I don't wanna set myself up for another cycle of heartbreaks.

But wdvr it is, it's an open secret that I'm at my happiest self when I'm with him. Cheesy, but I don't care. (:

School tmr! Mixed feelings. But I really hope Eme can lend me her charger. I miss using my Mac so much! D:

Labels: Ash roadshow, The Hurt Locker., with Andi

Thinking back when we got together, in our hearts we were saying forever.

First week of school, conquered. Awesome. :D

Lectures on Mon were fine. I felt handicapped without my laptop but it was okaye cus I printed out all the notes. Semangat mau lebih! Haha. Had lunch with the usual suspects. I was spasming half the time cus that boy msged. HAHAHA. Overall, the lecturers seem nice. So yeah. Met the girls before training started. Emi came dwn with Sab & her aunt. I knw she can do this. (: Cabbed hm with Kiki cus we were too tired. Haha.

Tuesday was a lazy day. Had alot of time to waste during the 3hr break. Featwg was alright, I guess. Hmm.

Wed was... okaye. Had training again, played the Gong Canang since I'm "on-leave". HAHA. The night was horrible. Meh. =/

Ytd was alright too. Only 2hrs of lesson. Wheee. Seriously, I am glad I still have Amanda with me in class, otherwise I'll be foaming, every single day. Haha. Left school & headed to JP to get stuff. I've been spending so much these days. Gosh. Took a short nap before watching Halloween 2 in the evening, at JP, again. Haha. A very good follow-up from the Halloween, but it was a little too bloody for me. Damn gross, I swear. Had dinner at Banquet, leaving the both us super duper full. Syiok. Haha.

& today, I overslept for IS. Meh. I'm bloody hopeless in waking up for 8am classes. I SHALL STOP THIS HABIT. I need to push that GPA up, up & away for this sem. Hehe.

Will be out with Mama later I think. Giving SP Production a miss. Gotta go get my shoes, jeans, tops, etc. Whooo best.

Anw, here are the pics taken at Abg Im's place. With his princesses. (:


With Ayu. Very pretty lil girl. (:


Teaching her the pose. Haha.


Got it already! Yayy. :D


That's Irma. Haha.


With Ayu, Maisarah & Eeeeeena. (:

Okaye, that's all. Bye! Haha.

Oh, Happy Birthday, Y. Have a great one later. (:

Labels: first week of school.